Aug 27, 2010,11:24 PM
|| Insucurities.

Soulmate:
Two little words,

One big concept.

A belief that someone,
Somewhere,

Is holding a key to you heart..

Mood : Weird. The weather is sooo cold. Listening to chinese songs which is totally rare :)

My friend told me that she hated me a lot today which kinda erm, made me hate myself even more I think? But darl, I'm not being weird, I'm not playing with other's feeling, I'm not not being serious. I am and I've really been looking for someone to take away my pain, fill up my days with love. Some of them might have taken away the pain for a week or 2, maybe a month or so. But I just can't give my heart away because the feeling with them happens too quickly and therefore the pain comes back, with more heartaches and questions. They are just not the right one for me. I wanna it to be a forever and not a "done with you, bye relationship". I think no one understands how I feel.

It's freezing cold now and my back is hurting. Guess I was enjoying my time lazing on my bed. Hahaaa. My nose bled yesterday and today. Hate the feeling of being sick. I wanna have a dog, large one. I wanna move to another country even though I love Singapore a lot. But I wanna see new things, meet new people and have a new life :)

Coldddddd. Gonna hide myself under my blanket now goodnight.

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