- Geraldine is my name. Pink is my colour and white comes along. I love cupcakes. I might be childish in actions but I think like an adult when there's a need to, I can be very ridiculous, stubborn and unreasonable at times. I tend to get impatient then I try to explain things. I love Lil wayne and Jay-Z but Weezy more. I am not weak but I cry, very easily. It's stupid to hate someone pretty. Chances to me are unlimited on the one who deserves it. I can't express myself well verbally, and I can express myself better through words. You don't have to understand anything here because it's my thoughts and feelings. But welcome, if we're on the same boat :)
Aug 25, 2010,7:13 PM
|| There's always a kind of pain.
I don't feel well today. Everything wasn't in my way. Nothing was I swear. It wasn't my day. I tried to stay happy, but I couldn't. Unhappiness, sadness came one after another. Why must it happen to me and ONLY ME? And not others? People who causes unhappiness and distress to others? But to someone who tries to bring happiness to everyone or maybe anyone who needs help and comfort unconditionally? I really wonder why is life so unfair sometimes... It's really worth a thought, sometimes. Life can be hard and unfair but it's our life after all. The only thing everyone can do about their life is to make a change and hope that others will start to appreciating.
Have you ever felt like you were your parent's burden? And you wanna do something but you can't because you're still too young to even do anything? I'm having that feeling now. I feel so miserable... All I know is to spend my mother's hard earned money on useless stuff and do nothing back for her in return. I feel so bad. I asked myself many times and told myself ''What can I do and what am I waiting for?! Why not start studying, now!?" Once, twice, too many times! Yesterday was the last time I told myself to buck up on my studies and achieve something and I took the first step, I went to school today. I wanted to put my heart on the subjects. I tried to stay focused, the lesson I needed help on, was the one I learnt least. It wasn't of much help. I really want to do something and not be a spoilt brat anymore. I'll be determined.
Have you ever felt like you were your parent's burden? And you wanna do something but you can't because you're still too young to even do anything? I'm having that feeling now. I feel so miserable... All I know is to spend my mother's hard earned money on useless stuff and do nothing back for her in return. I feel so bad. I asked myself many times and told myself ''What can I do and what am I waiting for?! Why not start studying, now!?" Once, twice, too many times! Yesterday was the last time I told myself to buck up on my studies and achieve something and I took the first step, I went to school today. I wanted to put my heart on the subjects. I tried to stay focused, the lesson I needed help on, was the one I learnt least. It wasn't of much help. I really want to do something and not be a spoilt brat anymore. I'll be determined.
Someone told me this :
la vida puede ser doloroso para usted ahora,
pero siempre habrá alguien que comparta su dolor. Soy la persona.
but there will always be someone who shares your pain. I am the someone.
pero siempre habrá alguien que comparta su dolor. Soy la persona.
which means :
Life can be painful for you now, but there will always be someone who shares your pain. I am the someone.
It made me happy for a moment.
Looking forward to school tomorrow, sleeping early is the first step. & I won't forget about my precious little Claudia for being here for me when I needed her. Listening to her reasons and her understanding just made me cry silently because she's just soooooo sweet (^_^) I love you much babe. Have a good night. (Who ever that will be reading this)
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