- Geraldine is my name. Pink is my colour and white comes along. I love cupcakes. I might be childish in actions but I think like an adult when there's a need to, I can be very ridiculous, stubborn and unreasonable at times. I tend to get impatient then I try to explain things. I love Lil wayne and Jay-Z but Weezy more. I am not weak but I cry, very easily. It's stupid to hate someone pretty. Chances to me are unlimited on the one who deserves it. I can't express myself well verbally, and I can express myself better through words. You don't have to understand anything here because it's my thoughts and feelings. But welcome, if we're on the same boat :)
Sep 1, 2010,9:41 PM
|| Haven't given up.
I hate everything of me now. I hate myself at least once everyday..... I don't like it but I can't stop the feeling of hating myself for being like this. I have given myself 2 months to make a change, I'll make it. Definitly gonna make it through.... It's gonna be hard :( I feel sad, stress, disappointed. Everything that is negative. Im not like the past anymore. I feel totally different. No more love, fun, happiness in me anymore. Only sadness. Feel like crying now. Ok cried.
Maybe I should just work hard for my math and science and forget about the other things. and continue to hate myself. No I can't. Argh. I just feel like dying straight. Now. Fuck. I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't know. I'm feeling so stress now. I will hold on. Oh god, why the hell am I crying now? ....
Tiring day. Goodnight.
Maybe I should just work hard for my math and science and forget about the other things. and continue to hate myself. No I can't. Argh. I just feel like dying straight. Now. Fuck. I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't know. I'm feeling so stress now. I will hold on. Oh god, why the hell am I crying now? ....
Tiring day. Goodnight.
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