Sep 21, 2010,6:01 PM
|| I don't mind to be alone of I have you.
I'm going through this mood swings insanity recently. For a moment I'm all sad and psychotic, venting my anger on anything within my sight, replying anyone in a snappish manner (that's not me at all) and I don't know what's the reason, I get agitated very easily. I mean, I just get very touchy, then the next minute I'm back to normal- fine after listening some music... Then for the next moment when I'm on my bed I just feel very uncomfortable, unhappy and angry with myself when I start thinking about almost-everything, the snappish replies, the hitting and slamming of my laptops (I have 2) and my phone, kicking, the slamming of door, throwing things around.. Then I start kicking my blanket and everything away from me and start crying. I know, I seem crazy. Argh. It's fucking my mind up pretty badly.
Just met Keith, he bought me chocolates. ........ Not gonna eat them though ;}
I'm craving for some sushi rolls now. Goodbye!
Labels: Hell circumstance.