Oct 23, 2010,5:10 AM
|| Pieces.



Letting go doesn't mean you're giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be .


- I need,
Someone whom wouldn't give up on me easily,
Someone whom I would go back to no matter what happens,
Someone whom I can't deal with,
Someone whom I wanna and will be with forever.

He will be the person I'm looking for.
But right now, I find it so hard to open up my heart, to accept or to love anyone. I hope I will overcome this soon but it seems impossible.. No wait, am I even suitable to love that someone? You guys are so right, I don't think so.

Perhaps what my darling told me is right, I am not a mother fucking princess. I can't expect everyone to be chasing me, coming back to me and please me. Not everyone would wanna come to me and please me as I like cos I am not a mother fuckin princess. I know. I will lose them all someday. She is right. I am a fickle minded person and I can't stable myself down. That is my problem. I am not worth to be loved by anyone.

And I love my 2 darlings, Ruodan & Claudia. It was a great night.
xoxo, h.

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