Oct 3, 2010,9:12 PM
|| Where there is a route, there is a way.

Disappointed.
(I didn't expect to know what my best friend said about me, disappointed, ha ha.)

So I'm wondering, how many people actually reads my blog? Well, my blog is supposed to be 'confidential' but I didn't make it private because it seems stupid.. It would be like talking to myself when I can just verbally talk to myself -_- I didn't ADVERTISE my blog in any I could.... Not even in facebook. So, how am I said to be attracting attention? Ok, maybe in my previous blog, I said I've moved to this blog here but I didn't expect anyone to follow me here. I'm not lying. I'm tired of drama in school, home, friends and almost everything. I used to be a very happy girl in my previous blog, showing off what I had, who I had, who and many loved me, and it's just me when other girls hate me, I'm tired of all of that! I just wanna be you know, have my own life like others.. But right now, in this blog, everything seems to be different, if any of you realize. I just wanna be myself and not some bimbo who goes around like "oh i went shopping for this this and that and I spent approx $1k, bought a LV bag for another thousand and bough this little purse for $500! Woooo~ " and in this blog here, I'm not doing that! I would love to do so too, to attract attention and be hated by girls all over the world. But it's not happening here! So the main point here is, why will I wanna show-off my miseries, pain? Tell me, which idiot would.. Be here again or not is really up to you. You're one of the reader here. So please respect the writer because you're reading her feeling.

People change - 2 ways.
  1. the good - acceptable way
  2. the bad - unacceptable way
No matter how much we like or hate it, we just got to accept it in the end. I've been through lots of criticism before I change and after I change. Don't care about what others would say because you're changing for yourself or for someone else and not for them!

Having a big test tomorrow gotta sleep now and wake up at 3:30AM later.
Miss you. Good luck to all my classmates.

Remembered and thought about something and it was funny. Ha ha .

Funny how I remembered I thought I wouldn't get over you at the beginning.
How much I thought I loved you. funny how I felt that it was harder to breathe.
Funny how much I missed you. Funny how I even thought I was your princess,
funny how I accepted that you were gone, funny how I'm not the queen of your life,
funny how I accept that you had a girl there, funny how I cried lesser I thought I would,
funny how you still call me everyday, tell me you miss me, what a funny relationship,
funny how time played with me and had me over you, and funny how it's too late now.
It's really funny that I'm over that it and I think about you suddenly. Haha.

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