Nov 14, 2010,2:45 PM
|| Enchanting.

I had a conversation with the moon the other day. I know this sound stupid. My phone wasn't with me for half the day yesterday.. It was a torture. So on my way back to collect my phone, I looked up and the moon was up there, shining upon me.. So I told the moon how I felt. I know it wasn't listening.

Yesterday (13/11/10)
I'm sick. My mood suck. I baked cookies, muffins, cake and pancakes this afternoon after a run with bubbles. And I ate them up. They were delicious. I didn't feel like eating but I literally forced myself to finish them up. I've been saying- I must lose weight. I've been putting on too much weight recently. But I'm feeling so stress this few days. Kill me please? Someone?

Today (14/11/10)
I had enough of everything. I had enough of listening to all the bullshit all the sadness, had enough of giving people advices and to her it was as if I was singing a nice piece of song to please them. From now on, I'll just go with the fucking flow. What THEY wanna say, I'll listen. What they wanna do, I'll do (if it concerns me and to my convenience). If there's nothing, then I will just carry on with my own bizz. Can you believe it? I'm even tired of the very last thing that makes me believe in my life. The first is my mother, second is my Bubbles, the last thing is my friend. Fucking pissed with people sending me messages when I'm flaring. Cb. It's been a long while ever since I last used vulgarities. Really can't stand it.



This is a slide from a video Jeremy made me. (Click to read the quote)
Quotes like this makes me put myself into its shoes. How about you?

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