Happiness adds and multiply as we divide it with others.
Agree with this. I'm always dividing with others but it never seems to be adding up.

I think should tell the truth.. I wanna get this big lump out of my chest. I know that many people around me thinks that I'm a very proud, strong person. Believe me, I'm not.. I'm just acting like nothing has happened. No matter how hard I'm putting on a strong front, I'm still a very weak person at the end of the day. Everyone has their own problems no matter how perfect their life seems to be, they might be having a mask on them just like me. I've many problems and 2 major problems, frustrations, unhappiness... I can't say that I run away from reality each time.. I just wanna be alone, lock myself in the room, cry, take a nap, force myself to eat (put on more weight = frustrations) and stay out of everyone's sight, problems, life and carry on running away with mine. There's nothing wrong with me. Wait up. Have you ever had this feeling? Of wanting to run away from problems and being alone doing stuffs that you dislike because you can't find the right person to tell your problems to? Coz the person won't be able to understand it and put themselves into your shoes? Even if the person is your best-friend? I bet everyone has problems.. Unless you've a perfect life, no frustrations.

If you think that it's good, cool, nice to be loved by so many guys.. You're wrong. I had this feeling before of when you think that you're feeling lonely and you need some company. But when I need company, I had many, too many to be frank. And when I have their company, I talk to them, I'm being labeled as a flirt. FLIRT. It makes me sick. Maybe I am/seems to be one but all I need is just someone whom I can love with be with. But they come in pairs... All of them are so nice to me and I can't just bloody choose one... I feel so guilty. And I don't wanna lose them as my friends... I might sound selfish here but who wants to lose friends? Please help me, teach me what to do!

Soft, sweet, loving,