Dec 20, 2010,12:24 AM
|| Won't be.

Reminds me of me and my ex boyf.
Sometimes I really wish that love would remain like this.

"don't put in so much Geraldine. Don't, you'll get hurt."
"I won't!"
But I did, eventually.

What's wrong with me? I'm in a mess now. I'm feeling so cold, sick, nauseous, uncomfortable, why am I so weak even with such a jumper on? And why am I using so many words just to describe the word "sick"? I wanna forget how stupid I was for the time being. How selfish and stupid am I to hurt someone who was/is so nice to me? Indeed, I am very stupid.. Why am I so stupid? I should die. Die Geraldine please. You're always complaining of everything but you know what? YOU don't deserve anything at all GERALDINE. Stop acting like a baby. Not everyone pampers you. Stop expecting everyone to pamper you.