Why do I feel like crying?

Whatever the guys have said is true. All I do is pushing them away.
But from the bottom of my heart, I know I did not push them away...

No matter what I do, how I smile, what I say to everyone, how I look, how I behave,
To them, I'm just trying to seduce guys or flirt with them. Talking to guys is equals to I'm flirting with them. So what am I supposed to do? Ignore them? Stare at them? Show a angry face where ever I go?

And smth, I have no boyfriend. Whats wrong with you ppl interfering with my r/s?
Stepping into my life pretending that you know everything about me and go around making people believe what you say is "ME" ?

I'm really hurt by the words people use. Why don't they spare a thought for others?
Is it really so hard to stop for a few seconds, think about how the person would feel before saying something that would break their heart? Why are we all so impulsive? We all knows that hurting people wouldn't bring us any benefits. So why?!

I rmbr Ruodan told me this once.
: if you don't hurt them, they would hurt you.
I agreed. But I still wouldn't hurt anyone because I believe that everyone has something called - conscience. I still believe that not everyone would hurt others.. What's the point of hurting others when we could all be friends and all be happy?

I wonder why are humans all so selfish. Or am I being sensitive to it?

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