Apr 24, 2011,9:39 AM
|| 2012

#01. Smileee.
My favourite picture of that day ;)

#02. stupid smile :)
At home with Aloysius. Taken by his camera. HAha

#03. I know I act cute but fail lah :@
I KNOW!
Can see my pimple some more -_-!

Dinner with Khidhir yesterday :) Sibei cute..
This naughty boy is not supposed to eat.. But he still ate.

IKR, my lips damn red.

After movie with Brenda.
Anw, this is my fav picture.

Sentosa.

Went back to school after sentosa.

Before going for movie with Brenda.

#01. While waiting for Brenda.

#02.

MeiTing and I, breakfast @ Subway/vivocity.

Ferhana baby and I. @ Sentosa.
It's not edited and I was without make up.

My dearest and I, taken @ Memories pub.
I love you a lot baby.

2012.

Hey everyone. This is a super random post.. I got up from bed just to ask this.
How many of you do believe in the end of world? Which is next year...?

I don't wanna believe that it's gonna end. I don't want to not complete my life before I die.
I still wanna have my own kids, give them all my love as a mother, give them what I didn't had when I was young, give them a complete family. EVERYTHING. Everything I didn't have....

It's been happening so much these few days.... And yesterday, was worst. I've never been so close with a guy before. What was I even thinking?! How can I even..... NO. It was just a dream, how I wish! I actually feel like forgetting everything that happened yesterday. How can I ever cry in front of a guy over smth I alr know? I had never done it before. I hate holding back my tears cos if I start speaking, I swear I would burst into tears. I've never been thinking so far before. I guess I'm really going mad... Why am I even thinking about this? It was supposed to be a bye after everything...

But right now, I just wanna hug him when ever I see him. To keep him close even for a bit. I'm starting to love him quite-some-much, for now.. For me to be with him, is equals to hurting K, A, Aloy, G, D, S... I feel that I've mistreated them...