May 6, 2011,10:30 PM
|| Tired.
Im sorry, Aloysius.
I'm sorry for pushing you guys away.
I hate myself for doing this.
But I love this one guy so I won't care anymore.
I am tired. Physically and emotionally.
But I cant sleep. I need my sleeping pills.
Yet Ive already promised someone that I wouldn't touch those stuff anymore.
So I won't, I'll control myself.
I hope someone save me now!
Or take my head and slam it on the wall to make me sleep.